More melancholy than mad scientist on these Mondays, as of late. Or so the appearance seems and feels when the delusion is invoked, and fingers find their way to keys and construct some semblance of meaning from these often otherwise frantic and misfiring neural connections. Even in sleep, sometimes, they do not cease. In such…
Tag: desire
Monday Evening Thoughts: 11.17.25
So here I am, again. Or we are, but as I sit alone in this room that I find myself with on these evenings, I must act as though I am the solitary character in all of this. And perhaps, I am. Might be, that’s all we ever are. Just a mass of alone beings,…
Monday Evening Thoughts: 9.1.25
Trying to not think so finitely, but I suppose the hardware is flawed in that way. Most of the software, as well. As this particular collection of unassuming atoms thrives and survives on a scale pertaining to this specific communion, a biome, this electrical and organic cacophony called I, with its eventual expiration date. Not…
Monday Evening Thoughts: 7.14.25
You’d think that beginning would be the tough part. Meaning here. The abyss of a blank page, albeit in this case digital, staring not only back at, but seemingly right through you. Seeing all for what you are and are not, without an illusion left to shield you. And it matters, because if I don’t…
The Veracious Facade 