Monday Evening Thoughts: 4.1.24

The night before last was one of short sleep and antagonistically active dreams. Not nightmares, though those are not unknown by your narrator. These were of a different kind. The sort that gets right at one, in ways that can only be done from the unguarded inside. The sort that when one returns from the…

Monday Evening Thoughts: 3.25.24

It feels, a bit, as though I’ve been dampening down parts of myself lately. If not entirely shaving them away. That I’ve been ceasing to be the fuller version of myself that I not only wish to be- but seem to feel the instinctual drive that I must be. Might be hubris, but the ignorance…

Monday Evening Thoughts: 2.5.24

I struggle with the idea of any destiny beyond that of the self-determined. Which is certainly a contender for the peak point of arrogance. I have a few traits in the running, I suppose. They pair well with the vast array of insecurities.

Monday Evening Thoughts: 1.22.24

The old electric skull meat is not firing at full capacity, at the moment. Lack of sleep compiled with a rebalancing of chemicals has left my mental quandaries in a vague haze of inexplicable sways. The cost of celebrating the official romantic union of dear friends, multiplied by the exhaustion of making musical racket in…